The Birthday Blog

Yeah i know it's long overdue, but still here goes.

I.
The last few years have been very hard on me. It was time for searching,seeking and more searching. It was time of doubt, pain, misery and almost insanity. I came so close to just turning my back on everything and just start walking away. I came so close to ending it all. I could not handle the idea of losing. I was not really a winner, in fact i lose most of the time, and yet losing was so alien to me. I could not handle the doubt. The idea of losing friends and gaining nothing in return. I just wanted to quit.

II.
BUT after turning 27, i started to look back and see what i lost and if i really gained anything. And i have come to realize that although i lost a lot, God is giving back little by little. I hated losing my friends. But God brought new ones into my life. I am almost always broke, and yet i survive.

III.
Thank you to the people of scubadoo diveshop. You guys are the best! Brett, Dale, Dad and Tweety. My OW batchmates: Davo, GJ, Liz, Noel, Anj at sa iba pa, salamat sa mga gabi ng Generoso Brandy and the entertainment. I'll see you guys tomorrow for another challenging but fun (I'm sure) dive training. Search and recovery, kaya ko kaya to? lol.

IV.
The people from work who never stopped believing in me. My Beloved Incident Management Team: The Best Team NSN has ever seen globally. My very good friends Darius, Gene and Brian. Salamat sa company, sa inuman, sa counterstrike, sa WoW, sa pangmamanyak (hahahaha). TJ, Ruwi, Don, Ethel, salamat sa tawa at saya.

V.
And of course, sa Baby ko. It's been a hard two years. A lot of people rejected me when i was at my best. But you stuck with me at my worst and lowest. Words can never really tell how thankful i am for having you in my life. There's not a night that i don't thank God for bringing you into my life. I love you.